Boring day again....UK make me lost so many thing......many many......really hate this place..... if give me one more chance to chose i wont come here at all.....go back to k soon for 2 weeks....but look like got many thing need to do....want to rest for a long time, but rest for me now just look like wasting time......pressure much more and more.......wht i do is right or not.......

Really dun know wht to do....everyday is wasting, but still nothing can do, wan to change but dun know wht i can change it to....althrough like tonight i go home after work, wht have i do?????? i ask myself , nothing .....ON 9 9 gum......sometimes when i was at home i always will think back the past, 1 day wht i have do, everything will change if i didnt do it, may be today i will be much more happy than now, 1 more chance  but it was too late......From that day i totally change i always try to get really really busy,,, dun wan to let myself to stop to think....but i know that is no point.....do feel lonely here thats why always dun wan to back home here, becoz  when u get home facing 4 walls i will gone crazy........

Am i a bad person now??????Many person say i have totally change, even wht i said in my mouth is not actually wht i wan to say from my heart....but nevery minds who cares......... Hope everyone next to me or my fds, even best fd....be happy then i will be happy too.THATS FROM HEART OK>>>>>

For me i may start to forgive  now, i really disappointedfor myself.......day after day i will disappear in many ppls meamory . also i have been done wrong to the ppl. hope you lot will forgive me too........

WO!!!!!

Over ayr didnt write anything here now... suddenley want to come here and have a look. Look like a lot of thing change here, nearly dun know how to use.....

I have been back to china for 2 weeks b4 so far so good. But  unlucky cant see my friends... Really do miss them, i hate England now really, much more than b4.....we find out a good business in China but suddenley the whole world is dead.... but finally we can say aw it out. But got to be delay..... better than nothing.....

Everyday i think is wan to go back to hk,life in here make me feel shit....why????Everyone say be a single and u got lot of free, i do....but i know not in uk, when i was in hk and china, i feel totally diferent.....so hopefully may go back on Feb, this time go back just for fun, no working only playing. This time if we go back there will be few more people come with me so lovely!!!!!!!!!

i have come back nearly 2 weeks la. basicly everyday is overnight....most time in the morning is sleep, hold body gone so bad and always so tired ar.......this 2 weeks i think i see my best fd all the time.....specially LUCAS 14days i see him may br like 10days.....but he is goong to leave on tuesday.......miss him and also i cant always go overnight lu. because horace and yiu will be always working.............